I Am A Good Player

There I've said it, never normally a person full of confidence but I am a very good player of poker but it appears only when I get my chips in behind do I have a chance. The 2 STTs I won yesterday were lucky, I outdrew a few people.

The players were all absolutely useless in the game below but when it comes down to the big important pot again I will lose it on the river. I see people winning games and I could do that, I know I could but I need a favourite to win now and again.

There's numerous other examples of this happening when down to last 4 or 5. Can't be bothered to find them in the log.....

Seat 1: Benhur001 (1989 in chips)
Seat 4: Doob (1446 in chips)
Seat 6: Caraco (2287 in chips)
Seat 7: Bhavoo (3065 in chips)
Seat 8: Bananaeye (1213 in chips)
Benhur001: posts small blind 200
Doob: posts big blind 400
----- HOLE CARDS -----
dealt to Doob [5s 5h]
Caraco: folds
Bhavoo: calls 400
Bananaeye: folds
Benhur001: folds
Doob: raises to 1400
Bhavoo: calls 1000
----- FLOP ----- [Ah 6c 8s]
Doob: bets 46 and is all-in
Bhavoo: calls 46
----- TURN ----- [Ah 6c 8s][6s]
----- RIVER ----- [Ah 6c 8s 6s][As]
----- SHOW DOWN -----
Doob: shows [5s 5h] (Two Pairs, Aces and Sixes, Eight high)
Bhavoo: shows [9h Kh] (Two Pairs, Aces and Sixes, King high)
Bhavoo collects 3092 from Main pot

So I have played 48 £1 STTs.

1st - 3
2nd - 6
3rd - 8
Unplaced - 31

That is a loss of £8.60. Now obviously the loss is irrelevant but I'm utterly embarrassed to be making a loss at these tables but people never believe you but when I have gone out I've been favourite 3/4 of the time and most of the other times I push and run into a monster.

I will play 100 of these games and if I'm not in profit by 100 will have to quit for good this time. I'm obviously just unlucky at the game and I've found out this out cheaply. Some others are not so fortunate.